Ive slowly but surely lost interest in a bunch of hobbies.
I hate re-reading books I have but I’m too broke to buy new ones. ( My list has about 25-30 books I’d like to buy)
I dont make friendship bracelets anymore…or wear them much.
I rarely watch Youtubers vlogs. I used to watch them daily after classes.
I’m trying to stick to crocheting tops but no one has ordered a top as yet.
My room has gotten messier.
Im behind on handwashing clothes I dont want accidentally dyed.
I’m behind on pressing and putting away tops.
I just feel drained.
At home there’s no support for anything I wish to do or try.
My mother calls me lazy when it comes to getting things done and she always catches me at a moment when I’m down. Then when I get mad, she says I’m rude.
My sister, believed I have ADD. I probably do but my mother refuses to get me tested.
I want to do gymnasts but it costs money so no.
I want to ride my bicycle but 6 years later it still hasn’t been fixed so no.
I want to go out with my friends and spend time away from home as much as possible to change up my routine….but that costs money so no.
I have to depend on my mother so I cant do any of those things.
I also cant tell her how I feel because she’s the kind of person that will tell me oh that’s nothing, get over it. You’re not the only person going through a rough time.